6.02.2004

lets see...what is new in my life...hmm....nothing really...my online classes started...both of them are going to keep me somewhat busy with various papers and assignments...my next class starts next tues...i am still looking for a job...i have no idea why no one wants to hire me...it is getting annoying...i had a break down the other night...this led to a talk with my dad and we talked about whats bothering me...it helped a lot...i have really awesome parents...i have been blessed by them...however...right now they are being attacked for no reason at all....oh...my grandmother has cancer but the doctors do not know at this moment if it is malignious or not...we will find out after some tests...my uncle is going in for shoulder surgery tomorrow...its really crazy here...


i finally got internet in my room...i am soo happy about it because I can stay up late and chat and work on HW (yeah right :p)

i was reading someones blog today and they talked about reading some of your old writtings...i did that...man..my writting for school in like 5th and 6th grade was terrible...even at the beginning of high school it was not all that great....however...when i look at my own personal writings there is a difference...most of those writings i will not let anyone see...i need to start a new journal....not much to put in it at this moment...oh well...we will see about that...there are some papers I am proud of because i worked long and hard on them and there are some i do not like at all...

i received an email today stating that my border patrol test has been received and that they have been forwarded to the recruiting place and I should have my score and some instructions in a letter sometime in the next week...i have no idea what it will say...but i will let everyone know what it is as soon as I do...


my brother is graduating from high school this weekend...its hard to believe...he doesnt seem to want to take any college advice from me....i can give him lots and would help him out and maybe not make some of the mistakes i did...oh well....we will see what happens

well...i think im gonna go to bed...im getting tired...talk to you all later....miss you all